So about a month ago my close friend and I were talking. I just mentioned how confused I've been with a lot of things lately. This includes where I want to go with my life, what I want to do now and in the future, school issues, personal issues, sexuality, etc. He told me that maybe instead of letting my feelings about these things be stress that I should try to separate things into the three categories that were mixing in my head. There's where I am and what I want, what my family expects and thinks, and then what is generally considered normal. I've been working on these things lately and doing a lot of research. I think that in being more honest I'll hopefully be less depressed.
I think I'm going to go through these thing one by one for a while and work them out with the Internet. As crazy as it sounds telling the Internet makes me feel better. LikeI'm being more honest, even if it's with strangers. I'm not making snap decisions and none of this stuff is new. I guess I'm just sick of trying to be the perfect princess/straight a student/daughter everyone wants me to be it's too much and I want to just be the person I'm comfortable with.
I think everyone deserves to be happy and I'm working on it. Life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness right? May life be as awesome as you are and DFTBA!
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